It feels like it’s been so long since I’ve been around you and I can’t wait for the sweetness of your presence. I am counting down the days and hours until I’m finally able to have you in my arms and kiss you. People always ask me why or how I do this, and I don’t really have much of an explanation. If you want it bad enough, you’ll do what it takes. It’s as simple as that.
you shatter my expectations of people.
whenever i feel like you’re just going to do what anyone else would do, you always surprise me and show me that you’re not like them. when i’m quick to believe that you’ll probably do something that i don’t like or would prefer otherwise, you shatter my expectations and prove that you’re in this to make it work. you don’t get complacent, or angry, or selfish, or comfortable like anyone else would. you’ve shown me that you’re willing to work for us and put yourself outside of your comfort zone and sacrifice your wants for mine. and i am completely and totally in awe of how you continue to do this even after 4 years. thank you, again and again.
This year with you has been unforgettable. I’m so glad I have these videos to look back on and feel that smile on my heart every time. Thank you for being the most positive influence in my life - not just as my boyfriend, but as my true best friend. Although I wish I could go back and relive some of the memories we’ve made, I will forever cherish them in my heart. I love you.